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Uphill

by Scott Stein

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1.
I am on my way I can still find my way Out of the ordinary Back into the fray. Gonna take some of that comfort Gonna cast it aside, Slip out of the jacket, Step all the way outside. A little wind at my back To help me through the sorrow, So I ration it to last me through tomorrow. I am on my way Through the storm and the swell. As for the destination, It’s too early to tell. There ain’t no island of solace, Ain’t no river of trust, Ain’t no poetry to this life baby, We only do what we must.
And I cannot stem the tide, I can only stand in wonder So I grab a hold so it won’t pull me under. I am breathing different air now Got a swagger in my stride I am walking through New Orleans, The mighty river at my side But New Orleans bears the scars now In its shape and in its form When just the threat of rain reminds her Of the memories of the storm. Gonna take all that I am, Take all that I was. Gonna pull myself together, Build the right kind of buzz. Take all of my love, Take all of my sins. Ain’t no use trying to polish up the mess that I’ve been But I will be better I will be better I’ll be better than I was the day before.
2.
The sun’s coming up over my hometown. The news ain’t good, I hope you’re sitting down. The whole world’s about to come crashing through. There’s a freight train about to come barreling past us. I’m still trying to catch up to the last one; On a good day I know there’s not more I can do. A stronger man would pick himself up And do the things that he should But maybe I was never that good. I can’t find the words to tell him it’s alright. It’s all a blur when the daytime bleeds into the night. I can’t put it in a pop song, that don’t work no more. I used to tell myself I was different from all of the others. Just got to push myself up from under the covers On the day when the wind comes in waves and my feet won’t grip the floor. A smarter man would talk himself down, At least I think that he would, But maybe I was never that good. Up in my old bedroom listening to Third, Warm in an old worn out sweater. The darker it gets, the more that it makes me feel better. I was never that good.
3.
Don’t listen too closely ‘Cos this might come out wrong. I am walking through a dream in my hometown Where I am barely holding on. And this dream is speeding faster Than I can write it down. That gold tomorrow sunrise Is thirty miles from now Miles from now Miles from now Miles from now. I am grasping, I am falling I’m a face without a name. Soon the meeting will come to order And I’m standing naked as the day I came. And I am told to wait it out But my heart just don’t know how That stretch beyond the headwinds Is thirty miles from now Miles from now Miles from now Miles from now. I won’t give no excuses So don’t give me a pass Just need a little room here And all I gotta do is give it a little gas Give it a little gas Give it a little - I am stepping on the gas As if I’ve got a place to go in mind. I am heading up my thirty-thousandth hill With only trails of smoke behind. When I am tired of this road And my head just won’t wind down Just tell me where to go and I will meet you Miles from now Miles from now Miles from now Miles from now Miles from now Miles from now Miles from now.
4.
Uphill 04:08
Lying here half awake, though I got nothing in the tank. It’s only the caffeine in my system I’ve to thank. Another night, another week, another month and then I will go uphill again. I’ve been rolled like a wave bouncing up over the shore, Slipped like a letter someone slid under a door. I know better days are coming, but I couldn’t tell you when But I will go uphill again I will go uphill again. This year is living in my bones, it’s carved into my face. It buries itself in my room and takes up all the space. I’m fighting off the demons like a boxer in the ring. I hear angels in my corner but I cannot see a thing. I’ll take it one day at a time, I’ll take it on the chin But I will go uphill again. I've been trying to catch a train that’s always half a step ahead. I’m sweating and I’m straining then I’m falling back into bed, Then I wake up from the dream, take a breath and count to ten - I will go uphill again I will go uphill again. I hear forgiveness in your voice as it rings in my ear Silent like music that only you and I can hear. I am open to the grief, I am open to the sorrow. I am open to the chance that I may stumble down tomorrow, And even if nobody knows when the rain will end, I will go uphill again. I’ll be ready for that downpour, let it overflow my cup. I’ll be ready for the sunshine for whenever it shows up. I know better days are coming, though I couldn’t tell you when But I will go uphill again I will go uphill again I will go uphill again.
5.
One last summer One last taste of sweetness in the air One last August One last time the breeze blows through my hair. Out my window It’s colder than it was the day before. September’s coming Lurking like a stranger at my door. If there’s a question, please don’t ask me. Don’t you know I’ve given all I have?
So take my all Until my all Is nothing at all. One last summer One last kiss of promises and lies Whispers to me As I let the illusion of next year fool my eyes. One last summer Sinking like a shipwreck on the sea Waves rush over Rolling ’til they’re washing over me.
6.
Outside are the trees and the grass where I played as a little kid Outside are the yards and the bushes where a thousand baseballs are hid Outside is the child that I was, that I wish had known a little more than he did - And all I wanna do Is stay here a little longer with you. Outside there is progress being made, and it’s made of steel and glass Outside there is change upon change, and things are changing too fast Outside those who aren’t old enough to know are saying this too shall pass - And all I wanna do Is stay here a little longer with you. Outside there are roads to be driven Stretching mile after mile But outside those roads and those highways Are gonna have to wait a little while ‘Cos outside are the noises and the promise and the complications of life Outside there is darkness but for those moments that shine impossibly bright Inside all I wanna do is tell you about all the times that you were right - And all I wanna do Is stay here a little longer with you. Outside are the signs and the reminders of all the things you used to love Outside are the moon and the stars and the heavy skies that hang above Outside are the dreams and all the things that you ever helped me dream of - And all I wanna do Is stay here a little longer with you.
7.
I got some inside information, Someone slipped me a copy of the masterplan. My sources were reliable But they’re in a language I don’t understand. You know I’ve always been a cynic Since the day that I can remember Always skipping past silver linings, Always looking for the snow in September. But baby, baby, baby it’s a good life Ooh baby, baby it’s a good life No matter who you are We all can see that nearest star Ooh baby, baby it’s a good life Some days you’re awful busy Some days you can’t get a damn thing done. Some days you get the car keys Some days it’s the keys to the kingdom. Sometimes the changing of the guard Is faster than the changing of the seasons. Sometimes the people that you love fly away For very good reasons. But baby, baby, baby it’s a good life Ooh baby, baby it’s a good life No matter how you sing the song There’s always someone singing along Ooh baby, baby it’s a good life. Ooh baby, you’ll do what you do. I once was a beginner who only knew what he knew. Baby, baby, baby it’s a good life Ooh baby, baby it’s a good life Don’t just stick to what you know Let it fly and watch it go Ooh baby, baby it’s a good life.

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released August 19, 2022

All songs written by Scott Stein
(C) 2022 November Green Music (ASCAP)
Produced by Mark Marshall
Engineered, Mixed and Mastered by Mark Marshall
Recorded at JB's Juke Joint (Queens, NY) and The Haive (Brooklyn, NY)
Additional engineering by Craig Dreyer at Mighty Toad Studio, Brooklyn (Uphill - strings)
String arrangements by Scott Stein

Scott Stein - vocals, piano, organ, accordion, synthesizers, acoustic guitars
Mark Marshall - acoustic and electric guitars, percussion
Seth Ondracek - bass
Sean Dixon - drums
Michael Hunter - violin
Susan Mandell - cello

Photography by Emily Raw
Album design by Martin Rivas

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Scott Stein Brooklyn, New York

Brooklyn pianist/songwriter Scott Stein takes a moodier turn on his newest EP Uphill; synthesizers swirl and backwards guitars fade in and out like ghosts as Stein's plainspoken vocals take on grief, anxiety, loss and their aftermath. There's some joy too, even if it is hard-earned. Melodies and sly musicianship still form the songs' backbone. Think Ben Folds and Sting channeling Big Star's Third. ... more

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